I never thought I would need one (who knew I would have written this many by now?), but here is a Master Fic List.

( The Master…Fic List that is, LOL )

Title: A Marked Man
Author: d8rkmessngr
Fandom: Star Trek: Reboot'verse
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: NC-17
Words: 3800+, complete, betaed by iceiwynd.
Summary: This was a prompt from st_xi_kink: Five of Kirk's scars he didn't want to talk about, and the one time he told someone. This is revised and betaed and expanded just a tad from its original post.
Warnings: implied past abuse
Author's Notes: Parts of this was inspired by inell's wonderful epic Two Men & A Motorbike "Empty". One scar in particular came from her. Thank you inell for your blessing!

( That looked like it had hurt. )

Oh no, another one. I can't stop writing about broken men whose name start with the letter "J". LOL

Title: Epi Pen (aka 5 Things Kirk Was Allergic To and the 1 Thing He Wasn't)
Author: d8rkmessngr
Fandom: Star Trek: Reboot'verse
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: PG-13
Words: 7,800+ words, Complete, betaed by iceiwynd (Thank you!)
Summary: He wants to make a move, but something of Jim's kept getting in the way…
Warnings: implied past abuse, strong language, fluffy smut (lol)
Author's Notes: This was a prompt from st_xi_kink from a while back. It has been revised, expanded and betaed since then.

This was a prompt from st_xi_kink:

Thanks to the scene of Kirk's violent reaction to the vaccine, I cannot shake the idea that he has a very delicate condition (for lack of better word). By this I mean he's allergic to almost everything. Barely a mission goes by where he doesn't come back from a planet with some new mystery affliction. And McCoy dutifully patches him up, his reactions differing according to the severity.

I feel like this would make a really good 5 Times style fic, and would love to see one. ♥ Or if you wanna go the drama/conflict-y plot way, maybe something in which Bones tries to pull some CMO strings to keep Jim on the ship more often instead of planetside on all their missions.

However you can work it, it's all good. I'm just dying to see can't-catch-a-break Kirk, allergic to EVERYTHING.

Anon, I hope this is everything you had hoped! Much love for the fun prompt!

( Only Jim would be allergic to the mud flea vaccine; the odds of it he was pretty sure Spock would know (probably tell him too if asked), but even without that green-blooded walking computer, Bones knew it was pretty rare. )

Don't look, but I wrote a fic but it isn't Torchwood. Yes, I know. I'm mildly freak, too. Oh, the Star Trek TOS flashbacks. Mommy feels old. LOL...

Title: Déjà vu
Author: d8rkmessngr
Fandom: Star Trek: Reboot'verse
Pairing: Kirk/McCoy
Rating: NC-17
Words: 5900+ words, Complete, betaed by iceiwynd
Summary: The aliens got the wrong secrets from Jim Kirk.
Warnings: implied past sexual abuse, mommy is not joking. Nothing graphic but it is implied, hence the strong rating. You've been warned.
Author's Notes: This was a prompt from st_xi_kink: Say Kirk attempted suicide a couple of times when living under his step-dad's roof, for obvious reasons, and a crew member (preferably Spock or Bones) finds out in present day. Massive hurt/comfort ensues.

( It was one of those mind-reversal things, like seeing your life flashing before your eyes, mental files rifled through on a whim without his permission. )

!!! Someone (Anonymous) has given mommy a chance to spoil her brain with pretty by allotting 100 user pics. OMG! The email says "Anonymous" but if you're out there, Anonymous..."Thank you!"

-rubs hands as she spies janto icons and for one particular one from veta_black, hint hint hint, lol-

Well, things are settling, twins off to camp (we didn't think we could afford it this year) and now I am alone...

With my "I'm do the shingles later" hubby, my four cats and my "just thought we would drop by and stay forever since you now have a spare room with the kids gone" in-law cousins.

....

I am writing though, in-between PT and playing tour guide and doing guest laundry (but I draw the line in mints on their pillows). Dabbled in Star Trek, sort of returning to roots way to prevent rusty muse, and finishing up plotting "Eye of the Storm", soon to be fleshing it out.

My darling beta soullessminion is working away in editing "Oncoming" and I'm plotting the next mpreg. I'll be replacing betaed "Oncoming" in the master list.

I'm hoping to start posting again around August 1, after Torchwood season three. And vamping LJ to get more icons so stuff will be changing.

And hopefully, in-between all that, I get to read and feedback fic because it's been months. Just wanted to say I am out there for now, printing every chapter of every epic I see popping in my mailboz. Finding a day I can sit back, relax with a mint julep and read janto.

So hello, smooches and don't freak out if there are tweaks to this LJ. Mommy is suffering from icon love and parmanya showed her ?format=light magic trick so it's upgrade time!

LOL,
mommy

PS: It's raining...again. Thunder, lightning, yowling kitties...how the hell do I get precipitation traumatized cats out from under the porch with not-so-great working hands? Stupid cats...

Okay, as I am scribbling, writing, daydreaming, rescuing cats from dryer, mommy has a technical question and being mommy can't even set the clock on her microwave, I'm turning to all of you.

LJ has a Plus account with 15 icons compared to my 6. However, their list of benefits confuse me. My main concern is how the fic gets displayed. I like having the fic show up in a full, white page, not within my LJ style itself. I'm an old woman, it just reads better for me. LOL.

Does anyone know if by switching to Plus will it make whatever you call that white page thing (oh boy, not very technical sounding there) go away?

Hm. 15 user pics or white page fic? Choices, choices. LOL

Just a hello. Still alive. Still wishing I can trade bodies. Hm...something in a tasteful dress size 4-6, no freckles. LOL. Still planning to write. Just...not yet. And in the meantime, hubby nearly outed me. MiL came for dinner...on Thursday. Hasn't left yet. Over dinner, after MiL offered to be my exercise partner (by now, my ears are ringing at the "Nooooo"s), hubby offers that I already have something I like to do alone (hint hint MiL, lol), which is writing.

"Oh?" MiL says, "What kind?"

As I was telling my patient beta, insert dead silence here.

So while I hide all my bookmarks, my printed fic, please, feel free to use this post to catch me up on what's up with you, share new fics you've written or read. I'm in the dark with everything Torchwood, Doctor Who and Sarah Jane. Mommy misses all of yooooooou! :)

Just another hi. Sorry I'dve been absent. Been trying to start reading fic again and all those lovely epics out there: wish I've been commenting because they've really helped pass the time. I'll be up on my feet soon and back to writing.

Smooches to you all,
mommy

(Argh)

That's it. That's all I have to say. My PT's a sadistic witch secretly from UNIT. My cats are possessed. My twins are suddenly not cute but bordering time-outs. My muses are screaming to be heard. My brain (and me a$$) is numb.

Argh, mommy says. Argh. LOL.